I met apathy along my grief journey when I didn’t know what it was. It often sounded like this in my mind among those around me… “I don’t feel like laughing and joking around”, “I don’t care what celebrity is dating who” or “what the biggest concert is in town”, “that’s not even a big deal, did somebody die? No, okay then”… Does this sound familiar?
As you continue to read, you’ll find that apathy presents itself as “a lack of” something. Typically a lack of interest, enthusiasm, or concern about things that others find meaningful or exciting.
Apathy and grief are two distinct emotional states, but they can sometimes coexist or influence each other. Along with the other descriptions listed above, apathy is characterized by a general sense of indifference or a lack of motivation. People experiencing apathy may feel emotionally numb, disengaged, or unresponsive to their surroundings or events.
As grievers, it is helpful to become aware of apathy in grief and how to intentionally guard our heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Apathy in grief is simply another response that can stem from loss. When we experience intense and prolonged grief, we may enter a state of emotional numbness or apathy as a way of coping with the overwhelming emotions associated with loss. In this case, apathy can be a defense mechanism to shield ourselves from the intensity of grief.
9 Signs of Apathy in Grief
1. Lack of Interest: You may feel detached from activities that once brought joy. The spark of enthusiasm fades, replaced by a profound lack of interest in the world around you.
2. Emotional Numbness: Apathy in grief can manifest as emotional numbness—a shielding mechanism against the overwhelming pain. You may appear distant, struggling to connect with your emotions.
3. Social Withdrawal: Grief’s weight can lead to isolation. Apathy fuels social withdrawal, making it difficult for you to engage with others. The once-vibrant connections may dwindle into a quiet retreat.
4. Reduced Motivation: You may find yourself in a state of holding pattern. The motivation to pursue goals or complete daily tasks wanes, leaving a void of purpose.
5. Flat Affect: Apathy often translates into a flat affect—a limited range of emotional expressions. You may appear emotionally muted, struggling to convey the depth of your inner struggles.
6. Difficulty Making Decisions: In the haze of apathy, decision-making becomes a challenging task. Choices, even the simplest ones, may feel like insurmountable obstacles, adding to the burden of grief.
7. Neglect of Self-Care: Self-care, a crucial aspect of healing, often takes a back seat in the presence of apathy. You may neglect personal well-being, further deepening the emotional and physical toll.
8. Feeling Overwhelmed: Apathy can be a defense mechanism against the overwhelming nature of grief. You may feel submerged in a sea of emotions, seeking peace amid the apathy.
9. Loss of Initiative and Purpose: Apathy may rob you of initiative and purpose. The sense of direction fades, leaving them in a state of aimlessness, struggling to find meaning beyond the current grief.
However, it’s important to note that not everyone who is grieving will experience apathy, and apathy can have various other causes unrelated to grief. Apathy may also occur independently of grief, and it can be associated with mental health conditions, burnout, or other life circumstances.
Ways to Cope
Seek Support: Share your feelings with trusted friends, family, or a counselor.
Proverbs 17:17 (NIV) reminds us, "A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for a time of adversity."
Embrace Faith: Find peace in prayer, meditation, and drawing strength from the Lord, from His Word.
Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV) encourages us, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God."
Set Small Goals: Break down tasks into manageable steps to rebuild a sense of achievement.
Proverbs 16:9 (NIV) assures us, "In their hearts humans plan their course, but the Lord establishes their steps."
Engage in Self-Care: Prioritize your well-being through proper sleep, nutrition, and exercise.
1 Corinthians 6:19-20 (NIV) reminds us, "Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own."
Create a Routine: Establishing a daily routine provides structure and helps combat the inertia of apathy.
Ecclesiastes 3:1 (NIV) beautifully captures this concept, "There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens."
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Sitting with you,
Natasha
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