How do you keep the faith when you suffer child loss? In this episode of the Can You Just Sit With Me podcast, I sit down with author Corrine E. Phillips, whose memoir, When I Lost My Son to Him, chronicles the heart-wrenching loss of her two-year-old son, Caleb. Through Corrine’s raw and honest storytelling, she opens up about the overwhelming grief that followed his passing, and how her faith became a source of strength and healing during the darkest moments. The conversation explores not only the pain of losing a child but also the profound journey of finding hope amid sorrow. If you’ve ever felt alone in your grief, this episode reminds you that you don’t have to navigate it by yourself. Join me and Corrine as we chat about how to sit with child loss and faith.

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In my darkest moments, when I was in my closet, I was questioning God. I had all these theories, like maybe he’s not real. Maybe he doesn’t love me. All these things that deep down, I knew that God was love because before my son passed away, God talked to me about his love. He showed me his love and I had a foundation on that.

Corine E. Phillips

This book is not just a story; it’s an invitation to witness the powerful resilience of the human spirit and experience the peace that surpasses understanding. Embrace the pages, where God’s plan unfolds, and let this story ignite your authentic walk with Jesus.

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Main Points

  • A Story of Reckless Love
  • Honoring our loved ones
  • Navigating uncertainty and trusting God
  • Faith amid heartbreaking loss

Episode Talking Points

  • 00:00 Introduction to the Podcast
  • 00:12 Meet Corine E. Phillips
  • 01:16 Corine’s Profound Experience with God
  • 03:31 Corine’s Journey and Her Book
  • 06:59 Discussing God’s Reckless Love
  • 08:54 Remembering Caleb
  • 10:36 Cultural Challenges in Grieving
  • 19:59 Trusting God in Uncertainty
  • 21:45 The Role of Challenges in Faith
  • 24:20 Does Time Heal All?
  • 26:17 Final Thoughts and Closing

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About the Guest

Corine E. Phillips is a dedicated wife, and mother of two – to her son Caleb is in heaven with Jesus, and her one-year-old daughter Zélie. Originally from Cameroon, now she calls the USA home. However, I’m currently living in Germany with her family.

In her book, “When I Lost My Son to Him,” she shares the heartfelt story of losing her 2-year-old son, Caleb. It’s a touching tale of love and loss that she hopes brings comfort to parents who have experienced similar heartbreak. But it’s not just for parents – anyone who has lost a loved one can find solace in her words.

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When I Lost My Son To Him by Corine E. Phillips

Can You Just Sit With Me by Natasha Smith